my favourite part of the story

I know i know, everybody's getting sick of david masak, me too- especially after i heard about a certain girlfriend. Anyways, i know it's a bit late, but Passion KL was amazing! Praising, singing, shouting, clapping, 'dancing'(hehe) for our Creator only feels great because that's what we were created for. All i have to say is, i can't wait for eternity when all we do is give worship and praise to our awesome awesome God! AND with all of those guys above=)

On another note, it's that week again when we reluctantly join the looong BAC line to get our exam slips, scramble to find for last minute tutorial answers and persuade lecturers for more 'guidelines'=) It's a bittersweet thing, a part of me is happy that's all the audit there is to learn, another part can't imagine more tax rates. And of course, there's the famous 'freezing finals'. But hand on heart(another thing i learn in Performance Management), i actually like learning what i learn- minus being graded. I know, who doesn't.

Another random thing- over lunch some time back, some of the girls were commenting on how science stream students ask more WHYs when doing accounts(in their words, why bad debts this? why credit that?). I was like why not? That kind of gave away the fact that i was in the why group. I do remember asking and searching for days in my first week of doing accounts- why is sales a credit? Anyways that's not the point i'm trying to get to. People ask why all the time, i do alot. Everyday, in every circumstance, i feel the need to know why. It's as if i could do something if i did know why. It is frustrating when our finite minds try to understand our infinite God. He's infinite, that should say something so big it can make us stop in our tracks. I don't understand infinity, and it overwhelms me that a God this great will handle all the whys for me.

At the end of the day when i put everything in a temporary storage box at the corner of my mind, and stop and think of how good my amazing God is to me, i'm thankful he knows better than i=)

Words to one of my favourite songs!

I thought I did what's right

I thought I had the answers

I thought I chose the surest road

But that road brought me here

So I put up a fight

And told you how to help me

Now just when I have given up

The truth is coming clear

You know better than I

You know the way

I've let go the need to know why

For you know better than I

If this has been a test

I cannot see the reason

But maybe knowing I don't know

Is part of getting through

I try to do what's best

And faith has made it easy

To see the best thing I can do

Is put my trust in you

For You know better than I

You know the way

I've let go the need to know why

For you know better than I

I saw one cloud and thought it was a sky

I saw a bird and thought that I could follow

But it was you who taught that bird to fly

If I let you reach me will you teach me

For You know better than I

You know the way

I've let go the need to know why

I'll take what answers you supply

You know better than I

~Better than i

That said, i still want to know why when it comes to my debit and credit.