I'm running for most boring page on the internet 2009. No I'm kidding. I didn't forget to update, I just forgot what it was I wanted to say everytime I hit 'New Post'. My memory is really failing me. And I'm 21. But then again, there's always Wai Fong, oh and Sam, who both would understand the frustration of forgetting what to say or do, and who are both younger than me.So I finished my last long semester final exams, got my results, nearly finished enjoying my 3-weeks-is-too-short holidays and started working on thesis again. I must say, waking up early in the holidays is by itself sad. But waking up early to go to uni to do thesis drains every ounce of motivation to graduate well within me. Our thesis is due end of this month, and we're still a long way to go. And I don't feel the urge to hurry, which is strange and bad.
Laziness aside, I feel like I'm balancing on an unsteady trick of a wheel more than usual lately. Figuratively speaking la of course. Everytime I think I've got a hold of what's going on, I lose balance and fall back to square one all over again. It's exhausting. Sometimes I wished all the pointless thinking my brain does all the time would burn off calories. Then at least some guilt would be taken off those bars of chocolates. It's not easy but I'm learning a little bit more everyday to be less of me and more of Him. Sometimes I feel like a short sighted creature fighting to keep my eyes on eternity. In the process of learning however, I'm seeing how when faith collides with God's faithfulness, amazing things happen and I can't help but keep repeating how great and mighty my God is.
Classes start again next Monday. 7 weeks to THE END. 2 subjects- Moral (yes, Moral) and Business Ethics. I guess they thought it would be timely for us to study what's right and wrong yet again before they release us into the world. Which is funny because a semester ago we were actually taught how to manipulate figures. On their defense, it was so we could tell if it happens in the future and not be blinded to what's going on around us.
Everybody tells me my blog posts makes them hungry. Erm well, that's the point ;) So I wouldn't want to disappoint anybody would I? My mom has been baking/cooking up a storm nearly everyday. And the storm's pretty delicious :) Like I've said before, looking at how well fed I am, I admit I'm pretty blessed. That said however, I really should stop eating. Now feast your eyes!
Okay, now go grab a snack. Have a great friday + weekend yall! :D
6 comments:
I only forget stuff I consider unimportant. My brain is already full. Gotta free up some space. Lol. I'll never forget anything that concerns you honey. Hahahahahaha.
On the other hand, I'm short-sighted. I need specs. Actually my short-sightedness made me put all my trust and faith in God and know that He'll make a way. It's what you know and not what you see. Try to be like me. Stop worrying. Life's too short. We're alrady graduating. Next is work. Then retirement. Hahahhaha. Everything will fall in place. It will, no matter how you think about it. So, free up some space in your brain so that you can sleep when normal ppl sleep. Not 5am in the morning. Lol.
i sleep a couple hours earlier nowadays la.. hahaha
thanks fong, for letting me vent more often than not too :)
No problemo amigo. I'm all ears. =)
=D heya hannah!-yvo
Hey, maybe the chocolate eating is stimulating your thought process more? :) Read it in CLEO before...
heya yvonne! :))
haha really? i think it's true, they're comforting esp during exam time hehe
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